Title: "I want you" Chapter: 15 Rating: R/NC-17 Summary: Luke is ready, and it's Noah's turn to freak out. Characters: Luke and Noah Genre: AU, Romance, Fluff Warnings: Disclaimer: This site is no way associated with "As the World Turns", CBS, P&G, or Van Hansis and Jake Silbermann. This is not for profit. No copyright infringement is intended. Authors submit and write their own work.

(First of all, I have to write this chapter in "Luke looked at Noah.." and not the usual "LUKE:", 'cause it would not show both sides/perspectives. More will come later today.)

Luke looked up at his handsome boyfriend.
"A-are you sure this is what you want?" Noah asked him, in a nervous tone.
"Don't chicken out now Mayer. Not now, when I'm ready and all" Luke laughed at the nervousness in Noah's voice.
"Maybe I was pressuring you or something, what if you are not ready?"
"I'm laying here, half-naked and underneath you in your bed, yes, I'm ready" Luke reassured him.
Noah cleared his throat "I need air" he mumbled and rolled off his boyfriend and got up.
"Plenty of air here, I can even give you some mouth-to-mouth" Luke tried to joke.

Noah just shook his head and opened the window. Why on Earth where they not having sex by now? Luke was obviously ready, and so was he, or wasn't he? He stuck his head outside the window and took some deep breaths.
"Hey, you ok?" Luke's voice asked from behind.
"Yeah, just fine" Noah tried to soothe his boyfriend. But apparently he wasn't doing a good job at that because Luke could sense that there was something wrong so he got out of bed and walked up to him.
"Want to talk about it?" he asked and gently ran his fingers through his boyfriend's dark hair.
"This is all very new to me" Noah admitted.
"What? Thought you were the experienced one here" Luke chuckled.
"Sex, yes. Making love, not so much" Noah looked out through the window and continued "Most of the times..when I was with a girl..I was drunk or she was...and I didn't care about love..it was just about..sex. But now, with you I want it to be different."
"It will be. I love you, and you love me" Luke said and forced his boyfriend to look at him by turning his head, pulling his chin.
"You think so?"
"I know so" Luke reassured him.
"Well, in that case.." Noah smiled and intertwined their fingers.
They shared a brief, passionate kiss before Luke dragged Noah to bed.
"Too bad we have to be quiet" Noah said and placed a kiss on the man underneath him.
"Why, are you the loud type?" Luke chuckled.
"Nope, but you are going to be"
"Where was all of this confidence one minute ago?" Luke teased.
Noah wasn't really paying much attention to his boyfriend's teasing, instead he bent down and kissed the gorgeous person he was proud to call his boyfriend. He broke the kiss only to whisper "I love you" before his lips once again met Luke's.

The kiss intensified and Luke realized Noah was trying to take off his pajama pants, so he helped him by lifting his hips a little. Soon, all clothes were gone. Noah had removed most of them.
"Eager?" Luke made an attempt to joke, and pretend he wasn't nervous.
Noah didn't respond to his question, instead he gave him a look that held so much love and washed away all nervousness Luke could only pull his lover in for a kiss. But Noah broke the kiss.
"I just have to..look at you" he explained in a low voice.
Luke felt his cheeks getting warmer as Noah was gazing at his body, head to toe, like this was the first time he ever looked at him.

Noah began kissing and sucking on Luke's sensitive spots, just between the ribs and around his navel.
"Oh..,Noah, Noa.." Luke began.
"Shh.." Noah reminded him and smiled and started to place small kisses all over Luke's chest.
"Oh..tha-at's noot gonna silence me" Luke moaned.
"Then perhaps this will" Noah pushed his lips hard against his noisy boyfriend's.
A kiss that was completely mind-numbing, caused both of them to melt into each other and it was a kiss so real only true soulmates can experience it.

Somehow, Noah managed to remember that he had a tube of lubricant in his suitcase underneath his bed. He pulled the suitcase out, never once leaving Luke's lips. He fumbled a little, but was able to find it at last.
"I'm gonna try to be as gentle as possible" he said, looking down at Luke, who still had his eyes closed.
"Mhhmm" was the only reply he got back. He took that as a a cue, Luke was ready. He squeezed out some of the lube on his finger and began preparing his boyfriend by pushing the finger inside his hole completely.

Luke gasped for air and Noah stopped. "Are you hurt?" he immediately asked. "No..no" Luke reassured him with a smile.
Noah continued with the preparation, until Luke told him that he was as ready as he could ever be.

The slight pain that Luke felt when Noah entered into his body was soon replaced with nothing but pleasure. It felt like the temperature in the room had risen by at least a hundred degrees. Luke tightened his legs around Noah's back. "It's ok, you can go faster" Luke told a much too gentle Noah.

Noah did as he was told, and soon the quick pace that they were moving in caused them both to let out several low moans. Noah felt like he was going to come any second so he reached down and helped Luke, hurrying his orgasm.

Luke had to bite his lip so that he wouldn't scream when his orgasm came. Noah saw that and it all became too much for him. He released into his lover's body before he fell down, exhausted on top of him.

None of them could breath. Instead they just snuggled up against each other. When their hearts were beating at a normal rate Noah began to stroke Luke's hair.

"Happy?" was all that he could ask when Luke had his head on his chest.
Luke looked up, and saw the face of the person he had just given himself to.
"I'm beyond that" he smiled.