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"Luke's Diary" Pt. 9 |
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RATING NC-17: MATURE This is written with the intention of mistakes as it is Noah writing for Luke. He is not a writer so it's not descriptive as Luke's entries. I did this intentionally. Run on sentences, spelling mistakes and all, grammar and punctuation as well because he's in a hurry to get things down on paper. If he'd actually take the time, he would do it correctly. Spelling and all. He isn't an idiot. Just rushed. It gets better as he calms down.
December, who the hell cares!
saturday... fuck!! Um 13th, or 14th Wait.
someone told me it's the 12th
Hey Luke. i don't know why you begged me to bring this diary along, but i did. so here i am with the fucking thing waiting for you. I'm gonna write in here cuz i don't know what else to do. hope ya don't mind. don't think you will. hope this will take my mind off of things cuz this is taking to damn long! Not sure how to do this. Do i talk to you or just write my thoughts? Shit! don't know. I'm just gonna start somewhere. i hate waiting!! It makes me anxious and i wanna get up, leave, and run away. It's so painful to wait. It's fucking boring as hell! I'm not a writer Luke, so i don't want ANY shit from you about run on sentences or spelling mistakes if you read this WHAT am i saying of course you're gonna read this!
Hope ya don't mind but I've read some entries in you're girly diary. i can't believe you wrote about me and maddie, but i loved reading what you do when you watched me. how do you recall every word of our conversations? i love that list of what you love about men in gerneral. i hope it's narrowed down to what you love about ME now. what the fuck's up with you and this talking and writing to yourself? Future Luke? What the hell? You're a fucking nutcase! And i am NOT a dork for watching your idiotic cartoons. i only watched them with you to pacify you. on to other topics. i think it's sweet how you write about us and that entry you dedicated to me. your headlines are so YOU! i will get you back for the one you said about my butter balls on thanksgiving! you are so sick man. to quote you, ha ha or hee hee. your recounts of our sex is really hot. i'm getting semi hard thinking about you and me together now.
i need to stop daydreaming about us because right now i want you to know that i love you. i love you so much and i wish, i wish a lot of things Luke. i wish icould see you right now instead of sitting in this fucking waiting room in the hospital. i wish i would have taken your symptems more serious and brought you here last night not this morning but i am one selfish mother fucker! i just HAD to pound your ass hard twice last night even though i knew you were tired. i'm such an asshole! i'm so sorry baby now look what my mindlessness brought on you. i hope you're okay. the fuckin nurses don't tell me shit! your mom came out to tell me you haven't woke up yet. in case you don't remember what happened, i'll write it for you so you can read it for when you DO wake up.
this is my version.
i woke up this morning and kissed you awake. i can't sorry i feel like i'm not crying Luke! no I'm not well maybe a little. Shit!!!
Okay, had to take a break. where was i oh yeah. you woke up while i was kissing you. No offense, but you really looked like shit weak, clammy, feverish and you told me your lower back on your left side hurt really bad. you joked that i must have punched or kicked you while you were asleep. i said my big dick hit you way up there when i was fucking you. we had a laugh. if only I had known. i sat you up and you fucking puked on me! it's okay though no big deal. i cleaned us up and carried you to the couch, then i called your mom. She said to call an ambulance, that it might be your kidney. That fucking scared me to death. i asked her what the hell she was talking about and she told me the short version of the story! i told her that you have an occasional beer here and there and i didn't know you're not supposed to drink! she said that it probably wasn't from drinking. you are still SO going to get a fuckin spanking as soon as your well. i am getting rid of all alcohol. cuz we don't need it anyway. you HAVE to get well Luke. i mean it!
back to this morning. i called 911 and sat next to you holding you and caressing you. you told me to get your journal and i refused because i didn't want to leave you alone on the couch. you looked into my eyes. Those big brown beautiful eyes were begging me, so i kissed your soft lips and said okay. when i got back to the couch you were passed out and the ambulence just pulled into the driveway. you didn't see me get the journal, but I did baby. I have it right here, right now. So,The fucking paremedics say i can't fuckin ride with you. iwas so pissed off and drove here in a total panic. i might have broken a few laws, but fuck the system. i needed to get to you. i met your mom and dad in the hall outside of your room, talking to doc hughes. He walked away just before i reached them. i get there and your mom hugged me. i asked her what the doctor said she told me that he said that you my baby, have a kidney infection. you need rest and medication. as soon as you wake up, i'm coming into your room and kiss and hug you until you beg me to stop. Then I'm gonna take you home in a few days and take care of you. i can make you soup. Out of a can! Ha ha. when you feel totally better i'm gonna give you a big hot BEEF injection! love you baby. your mom is waving at me now. i hope you're awake!!!!!
4:30pm-ish
i'm sitting in your room watching you sleep now. i want to crawl in that bed with you, and kiss you back to health. you look so vulnarable and frail. when your mom waved to me i ran to your room. You were weak, but grinning at me. i love that about you. You are so fucking strong. i looked down at you and started to rest my body on yours. i needed to feel your lips on mine. i looked into your eyes and our mouths were inches apart and you fuckin ask me if you have morning breath!!! ???? i told you i didn't fucking care if your breath smelled like shit i'd deep throat you with my tongue if i wanted to! You smiled and i gave you a really great kiss, at least i thought it was. It put you to sleep! Damn your medication! thanks a lot Luke! Ha ha.
decamber FUCK! december 13! There!
sunday
Sorry Luke, i'm totally messing up your neat diary. Shit! Journal! You look good today but you still have to stay until you're healthy. i understand that but shit, i fucking HATE sleeping in our bed alone. i hate that you're not next to me when i wake up. When i got home i turned on the light in the bedroom and i saw your pillow. it still had the impression from your beautiful blond head on it. i missed you all night and i couldn't fucking sleep. i took some over the counter shit, but it didn't work so i came here at 5am One very KIND nurse let me come into your room. She got me a cot and let me lay it right next to your bed. i can hear your steady breathing and sleepy whisperings. You must be having a great dream because you giggled. i feel so much better sleeping near you. i'm actually getting really tired now... i'll write more later.
monday december 14
oh man i'm beat! as you know, your parents woke me up at 8am when they walked into your room talking excitedly. You were already awake and still weak and scolded them for waking me! way to go man! You know how to take care of me. You sent me home to sleep because your whole family is planning on coming to visit on and off all day. You didn't think we'd get any alone time anyway i gave you a long deep kiss and to your surprise i left. i know you didn't think i would, but i needed sleep really badly or risk losing sanity in front of your family. So here i am. tired, groggy and ready to drop off. Night, Luke.
6:30pm Same day I think-Monday.
I'm sure it's still December haha <--That's your humor. I tried it out.
It's ok 4 U but it makes me sound like a fucking moron. You just sound like my adorable dork when you talk and write like that.
I got all caught up with sleep. Damn it felt good. Coming to see you tonight in a little bit. I want to shower first, then I think I'll bring you something to eat. Maybe something from that take out ribs and bbq place you like so much because hospital food tastes like shit! IMO (Future Luke, that means 'In My Opinion'!) Shit now I'm doing that. (Hey future Luke, go grab Noah's dick and suck it for him... for me?) See you in a bit lover.
11:30pm
I'm sleeping overnight here again, in the cot next to your bed, waiting to get tired. Sorry man. I know that sentence isn't right. I don't fucking care like I said before! You can come back and scribble it out and reright.. shit 'rewrite' it! I get to bring you home tomorrow! Your grandmother Emma wanted you to go home with her. She wanted to take care of you, but you refused! That's my BF! Since you seem to write about our sex life, I thought I'd give it a try. I'm NOT as imaginative like you so I hope this is okay. Fuck you if it's not! I would gladly. Ha ha. So like I wrote before, I brought your food to the hospital and you were so happy. I love you're smile. It's so genuine and a little goofy sometimes. I like how one side of your mouth goes up a little more than the other side.. oh your dimples are cute.
So we eat together and I lick the BBQ sauce off your lips. BTW, you moan so good. It turns me on. Even just writing about it, I can hear that moan in my head. Shit. Hard on alert. BRB. I need wanking break.
Okay I'm back, that was great! I was 'getting off' thinking about your ass and how I love to fuck it hard while I was lying here staring at your face! Then I wanted to shove my dick in your mouth so bad cuz your lips are so plump and there for the taking, obviously I didn't disrespect you like that. You know I'd NEVER do anything without your consent or if you said stop I would. I believe you know that, but now you have it in writing!
Back to our night. After I lick your deliciously full mouth, I went and locked the door to your hospital room. Remember? I loved that look on your face. You didn't know what was in store for you did you! I walked over to you and reached my hand under your sheet. You were already hard from my licking and kissing your lips. I can't believe that happens. I just fucking kiss you and you get so rock solid hard. Do you have any idea how flattering that is? So I slowly reached into your tight boxers and touched your glorious hard dick. Ok Luke, this isn't me. I can't make this sound romantic or sweet like you can. I have to write how I talk man. Okay?
So I grab your dick and you were really surprised. I stroked it a few minutes, not fast, but it was leaking that clear stuff you love to lick off of me so much. Now what. I took my hand out of your boxers and licked my finger while you held your breath. I tasted it and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Maddie tasted it, but spit it out because she said it's too salty. So to be honest baby, I was afraid I'd hurt your feelings if I was grossed out by the flavor. I mean salt? Shit!!! Not close at all. I took my hand out of your boxers to pull back your sheet and stared at your package through your boxers. I bent over and you grabbed my fucking head and accidentally pulled my hair. You apologized like you always do. I wish you wouldn't feel so responsible for every little thing. You ask me what am I doing. I tell you, 'Jesus Luke. I thought it was obvious!' Your mouth dropped open and I laughed while I bent over your boxers. I know I didn't know what I was doing. I just remembered what felt good all the times you did me... Oh shit! You are so hot! That hot mouth and your lips on my dick is soooooo... fuck!!!! Gotta jerk off again...
Wow that took a long time! So where was I? Yeah, so my face is over your package and I start gnawing on your dick with my lips through your boxers. Fuck Luke, I thought you were gonna float off that bed. You raised your hips so high and mashed your mother fucking dick into my face! You know what? I got a good whiff of you! Man, and I have to admit, that musky man smell is a big turn on. I pressed your body down and took off your boxers. Your dick came free and whacked you on your stomach!! I wanted to laugh, but I didn't. I stared down at it. I was feeling very intimidated. I'm thinking, 'I have to put that whole thing in my mouth? How the fuck do I do that? How does Luke do that?' I picked it up and looked at your face. You had your head up off the pillow looking at me with wide eyes, like you couldn't believe this was happening. I lowered my head and yours fell back on the pillow as I licked the tip of your dick off. I put it in my mouth way too far. It hit the back of my throat and I felt like I was gonna gag. So I pulled it out a little to where it was comfortable. You let out a moan that shook me. I thought I hurt you or something! I stopped what I was doing and you said, “Oh don't stop, don't stop!' I slurped (is that a word?) on the head of your dick while I massaged your balls, like you do to me. I jacked you with my hand and my mouth on your fucking awesome dick. I love it. Don't know why I never tried before with you???? I looked up at you and you were watching me move your dick in and out of my mouth. You thrust your hips at my mouth over and over. Your pace faltered as your dick lengthened. I so wanted to gag, and I don't know how you can take my huge dick and not gag. I stop and looked at you and said, 'Give it to me, give me your cum Luke.' Next you shock the hell out of me! Fuck it was so hot! You said, “"You want that load, cock sucker?" I was like Holy shit! I took that big baby back in my mouth and suck, like I was trying to coax that cum out through a straw. I know Luke not the most romantic image, but like I said, I'm not you.
I could feel your orgasm rising and your dick throbbing in my mouth and I get scared, yeah, scared of the taste and the amount that will go in my mouth. I actually thought about just jacking you until you came on your stomach. I gather up my courage, resigned to the fact that I want to please you. Then you start to cum and I get my first taste of you. Warm and smooth. You growled or roared. Some kind of guttural noise that sounded fucking hot and awesome! More spurts and spurts follow as you fuck my head. You moved your hips in shallow, stabs in my mouth, not going too deep. I was gasping for air until I realize I can breath through my nose. I swallow, but it felt like you kept cumming and cumming. I tried swallowing more, but there was so much it spilled out the sides of my mouth. Overall, it was delicious. When you're done cumming, you raised your head and looked down at me and said, out of breath, “Oh my God Noah.' and you flash that adorable smile at me. I kiss you and said, 'I hope you liked that.' You, like the smart ass that you are, said, "It's Hard to say, I think we need a few more tests before I judge you." You little prick! So I told you, jokingly of course, 'When I want my bitch to have an opinion, I'll fucking tell you what to think!' You laughed and asked for your journal. You're not as weak tonight, so I'll give it to you in a sec, as soon as I'm done writing. I know you'll read it and I'm sure you're going to write your side of your first BJ. I just hope to God it's in my favor.
