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December 14
Monday

No, wait, it's past midnight.


So that makes it.. oh!


December 15
Tuesday


There, that takes care of that.

I just have to say that Noah surprises me all the time. I read what he wrote in my journal and he downplayed everything. For one thing, he was really freaked out when I woke up (December 12th) feeling like crap. I read how about the ambulance and everything. I don't remember any of that except waking up with my mom and dad there, then Noah came in. He looked fraught with worry so I smiled at him. I wanted him to know I was fine. I fell asleep after he kissed me. Stupid medicine.

I caught Noah crying by my bedside a few times when I woke up in the middle of the night. I heard him praying to his God to make me better. Yeah, I'm not too religious since the church is against homosexuality. I don't mind if other people go, like my family, but I don't. I have my own beliefs.

My family expressed so much gratitude towards Noah. He didn't write about it obviously. I think he got embarrassed, or he may have thought nothing of it because taking care of me comes naturally to him and he didn't see the need to acknowledge the fact that it's just what he does.

The nurse wanted to give me a shower and sat me up. I was so weak and the pain in my kidney stabbed through me like a sword. Noah ran over to the bed and pushed the nurse away as he caught me. He said some choice words to her and laid me back on the bed. He even held the plastic bowl for me when I puked again. That's when I got my first sponge bath from Noah.

Noah wants me to write a review about his blow job, ha ha. First, I think I'll go into detail about it, then rate his oral skills. wink wink.

He brought me supper and fed me. I love BBQ ribs even though they are messy, but Noah took care of that. He licked my lips and I felt like I was in heaven. The kiss that followed did make me incredibly hard.. so hard. When he reached into my boxers and stroked my dick, then licked his finger... man! That's all I can say. MAN! I wish I could have licked his long graceful finger too. He teases me about having a finger fetish. Maybe I do, but it's better than some of the other fetish's out there. I gave up sucking my thumb when I was younger only to replace it with sucking other guy's, Noah's, fingers. Ha!

Noah bent down and hovered over my boxers. I was shocked, needless to say, and pulled his head up to mine. I know I apologize a lot and I'm still sorry for pulling his hair. By the way, his jacking off sessions while he watched me sleep makes me tingle all over. I think I need one of those jacking off sessions now! Tee hee. Onto “THE” awesome incident.


I couldn't believe what Noah was going to do to me. When he first licked the tip of my dick I wanted to babble, but I let out a moan instead. I know he took me too deep for his first time, but Sweet Jesus it was so good to be in his mouth. His sweet, warm, moist tongue massaged my shaft as he sucked on me. The fingers on his other hand massaged and squeezed my balls with surprising gentleness. He sucked feverishly on the crown of my cock to suck out any pre cum before he started to move his head up and down repeatedly on my stiff dick.

I closed my eyes for a second and heard the juicy wet slurping of his mouth. I gasped as I felt his lips sliding down my cock. I used one hand to pull his head against my groin as my dick filled his mouth. He continued to slobber all over my dick with his hungry mouth. That's when I asked if he wanted my load and I called him a cock sucker! Ha ha. To be completely honest, I don't know where that came from! Maybe hearing him say it all the time inspired me. At any rate, it just fell from my lips and he seemed to like it because then, he tried to coax my cum out with his frantic sucking. I knew he wanted it bad, but he was also hesitant. Like I read in his entry, I could tell he was scared so I just thrust my hips in short jabs. ( like he wrote) I moaned and groaned heatedly as he nursed my dick, trying to suckle out every drop of juice. I was beginning to lift my hips off the hospital bed. Oh God he was giving me head so good for his very first time! (He imitated some of my “moves.”) I continued to buck my hips when he made a humming sound on my dick, which made me cum. I groaned extremely loud. Anyone walking by probably thought I was in so much pain or dying!!! ha ha!! I could feel every steady flow, every stream coming out of my dick and enter his mouth. I could feel his tongue moving, his cheeks sucking and his throat swallowing everything my body was offering. He continued sucking sweetly on my dick until he was positive he had gotten every last drop. I could feel his hot tongue passing over and around my dick, cleaning me up. Then he reached up and kissed me, sharing the remnants of my load with me. The taste of my cum on his tongue thrilled me and I thought I would get hard all over again. Thank God I didn't because I am so tired. (The drugs for the pain in my back and kidney.) We were both quiet for a few minutes as we thought. I was trying to recover from his considerate and solicitous attentiveness to my body. I can't believe he had to ask if he was good. Anytime I cum it's good, but with my man (dies).. cumming in his mouth (dead again)... it was amazing, astonishing and mind-blowing. He caressed my cheek, told me he loved me, all of me, and kissed my hand and wrist until I fell asleep feeling sated. That being said, I am honest to goodness completely in awe. He gave me exactly what I needed and have wanted since I saw him. It was better than anything I have experienced before, other than our lovemaking. What else is he willing to try... hmm I wonder???


December 19

Saturday

Dear love of my life,

You brought me home nearlier in the week. (12/15) God I was so grateful to sleep in our bed next to you. I really hate hospitals. I've been in and out of them so many times. Just like you promised in your entry on the other page, you fed me and took extraordinary care of me. You took the whole week off from work and I know that was an incredible sacrifice because of the human interest stories you wanted to do. I love you for making me feel so loved and adored as well. You are truly the best Noah. The best boyfriend, lover, and friend I'd ever had the opportunity to know and love.


December 20
Sunday

We have to out in a while, but I wanted to write this down because it's so cute.

When I woke up this morning I wanted to know what Noah got me for Christmas. Just out of the blue like that. I'm like such a big kid this time of year. I can't help it. I watched him sleep for a while. He was on his stomach with his face towards me. I had the urge to wake him up. Oh boy! I licked my finger and pushed it between his butt cheeks to touch his hole. He rose off that bed so fast you would have thought there was a fire! I scared him really bad! I laughed so hard while he called me, 'A fucking bitch who deserved a fucking beating!" Then he said, 'You little piece of shit! You're gonna get it' If I hadn't seen the gleam in his eyes I might have thought he was serious. Well who knows, maybe he was.

Noah moved and sat by my side, then smiled down at me with an evil smirk. He threw a leg over me and straddled my thighs. His dick was touching mine and I wasn't sure what was going to happen, but so far, it felt good and looked promising. He did say I was going to 'get it' right? I'm thinking really good thoughts at this time!


He grabbed my wrists and held them over my head with one strong hand. He took the long fingers on his other hand and wiggled them on the side of my neck. My head instinctively tipped to the side, against my shoulder, trying to stop his fingers from tickling me. He pulled his hand out from between the side of my head and my shoulder and moved it to my armpit. He stuck his moving fingers in my armpit, then dragged them slowly down my side to tickle me some more and from there it got worse. No matter how much I yelled or pleaded or struggled, he just wouldn't stop tickling me. I bucked and laughed and squealed and panted and finally when no more sound was coming out of my mouth and he became worried that I'd wet the bed, he'd stop. Only a minute later, after talking sweetly to me, he'd move his fingers to my stomach, and start all over again.


He was grinning like a kid in a candy store. He said, 'Promise me that you won't get me back if I let you go right now.' I told him I wouldn't get him back. He climbed back into bed beside me and snuggled up close as he wrapped me in his muscular arms around me. I was glad I was a little smaller than him. He got comfortable and nuzzled my ear as he pressed his body into mine, then asked, 'So little bitch, did you learn your lesson now?' I turned my head and looked at him as I pressed back against him and told him, 'Nope.' He laughed. 'Good! I'll just have to spank you then.” he said, pleased with my answered before he rolled on top of me.

I ran my hands up his biceps and lifted myself up onto my elbows to kiss Noah's neck. He moaned in delight when our lips met. He pushed me back on the bed as he pushed his tongue in deeper while we rubbed our naked bodies and erections together. He moved his head away and said, “Shit Luke, you are beautiful. I never dreamed it would be this nice.' I smiled and nodded at him, then said, 'YOU are beautiful Noah and I never thought I would be this nice either.'

His strong body pressed down on mine. He moaned quietly as he continued to kiss and run his hands down my body. He gently groped my hard dick and began to massage it. I really didn't want to play around, I wanted him in me as soon as possible and told him so. He slicked up his finger and corkscrewed it into me. I easily warmed up to the first finger so he added another, right up to his knuckle. I couldn't stop moaning. He asked, "Do you like my fingers touching you on the inside of your ass? Huh, bitch, tell me you like it!" I could feel his fingers bobbing up and down, loosening my insides, preparing me for his monster cock. I told him that he felt so good. That he was doing such a great job. My compliments just seem to drive him for whatever reason. I think I wrote that before, but he gets really intense.

I was ready to have rough and tumble sex and started to struggle and wiggle impatiently on his fingers. He got into position and moved and guided my hips to where he wanted them as he looked at me. He pushed the head of his dick inside my anticipating hole and wiggled it around. I still was moaning! Once he entered my body entirely, he pulled out about an inch and slowly nudged his dick back in. The ride was getting easier, with more of his thrusts becoming fluid-like. He leaned forward, placed his hands on either side of my shoulders, then pushed my legs up, further towards my head. He drove that rock hard pole into me and hit my 'spot'. I held onto my legs for dear life because Oh God!!! I know I said that like thirty times in a row to Noah, and I'm sure after the first five 'Oh God's', he thought that was his name. Ha ha!

Our breathing became ragged and heavy after a while. I began to jerk off with one hand while he continued to plunge in and out of me with more speed each time he entered and pulled back. I raked my fingernails across his back with my other hand and he let out a low growl. His deep throaty guttural sounds and noises pushed all the cum from my balls to the tip of my dick and it started coming out in six or seven jets onto his chest, (no I don't count!) then dripping down on my stomach to be mixed with his and my sweat. I continued to milk everything I could out of my dick as his body began to convulse and cum. I was already shaking from the force of his powerful dick hitting that 'spot' that brought me to the brink of delirium. He arched his back and I could see the muscles in his washboard abdomen. His pecs and biceps, rippled and rolled as he strained and pushed his sex against my groin, as far in as humanly possible, and deposited his load of cum in the abyss of my hole. He swears, 'Oh Shit, Shit! UHHH! Fuuuu..ck!' He pullrd out after lying with me for a few minutes and hands me a towel to put between my legs. I can still feel my hole flexing with my beating heart.

The feeling he gives me is profound. I feel my heart swell and I know I am loved, not because we just had sex. I just feel warm and tingly all over after we share the ultimate act of love for each other. We whisper that we love each other, caress and touch, and kiss. It's actually more intimate than the act of lovemaking, to me anyway. I know I'm sappy and a hopeless romantic, but I cry sometimes after we make love because I feel so cherished in his embrace. That's how MY Noah makes me feel. Oh, it's time to head out soon. Later...

Just got back...

We loaded up Noah's truck and drove to the farm to celebrate and early Christmas. I told my mom and grandma Emma that Noah and I wanted to have our very own Christmas alone since he'd never had one. I wanted his first Christmas to be with me. I wanted EVERYTHING that would ever be his first to be with me! Of course this was said while I was in the hospital and they felt bad for me.. Yeah, had to play ''that' card!

We get to the farm and visit, eat and talk. Noah whispered to me that I should go upstairs and he would meet me in a minute. Obediently I went and was embarrassed because Grandma had locked the door to my old room!! OMG! Noah was really ticked off and pulled me into the bathroom. Little did he know that it's the second busiest room in the farmhouse next to the kitchen where all the action is. Needless to say, we couldn't get it on there. I told him the hot sex in the morning should have held him off until later. He gave me a 'are you out of your mind look' that makes me laugh each time.

Brad and Aaron were calling us anyway. It was time to open the gifts. Everyone loved the presents I gave them, actually from Noah and I. Noah also bought some jewelry for my mom and sisters, a shirt for dad, a toy helicopter for Ethan, and Tupperware for grandma Emma. (with the condition that she fill it with leftovers for us every now and then). He got everyone else gift certificates. I don't know how or when he did it, but it was one of those 'Noah moments' that I love. He's a softie inside and I love that I get glimpses of it the more and more we are together.

He and I received gifts as well. He was really surprised. He was quiet, a miracle, and left the room after he opened them. I went to the porch and sat next to him on the bench, then put my chin on his shoulder as he looked out the porch screen at the woods. I took his hand and asked if he was okay. He tried to play tough, but I know he was overwhelmed by feeling so much love from my family all at once. We held each other for a while and eventually went back inside. Once again, we sat in the living room. We put all the gifts we recieved under the lighted tree and sat together in silence. He told me that he was so fulfilled and elated. Later in bed, he couldn't stop gushing on and on about how thoughtful and considerate my family was. I told him they had practically adopted him as one of their own. He pushed me and laughed, then said, 'so I'm fucking my own brother? Shit man, that's really fucking hot Luke!'



December 24
Christmas Eve

11:30 pm

Noah and I talked about his favorite parts in my diary while we sat on the couch gazing at our Christmas tree. He loves the entries about me describing his body, what I love to do to him and how I wrote that I loved the time he had cum on his glass patio doors. He will still do that for me and ask me to lick it up. I love it. I love him so much

He went out and bought some decorations and added them. He found me some 'Peanuts' figurines and surprised me. I love the snoopy one. He's posed in the middle of a dance. Thanks lover.

We came up with another list... about what we love about each other. I let him write his, then I wrote mine. We passed it back and forth a few times. I set the rule that if we listed a physical attribute, we had to list a characteristic of each other's personality so we wouldn't objectify each other. We do that enough already but I think this will be fun.

I do too Luke!!! You go first baby.

Your beautiful blue eyes and sense of humor

The adorable dork's LIPS, MOUTH and TONGUE. Your goofiness and sense of humor.

Hey Noah, that's more than one body part!

I don't fucking care! Your turn!

FINE! I love playing with your pubic hair as I fall asleep. I love your passion for old movies.

Your nose. It's so perfect. You're neck and back. I love your intelligence and your writing ability. Your so talented. I'm really proud of you.

That's 3 again Noah!

Like I give a shit! There's so much I love about you. Go, do me now.

Yeah, okay. Your muscles in your body. Your fingers and your thighs. I think I'm getting horny Noah. Oh I forgot. I love how you take care of me. You're a generous lover and a caring person. I love how you get excited when I come home from errands and hug me tightly. I love how you kiss me. Tenderly then urgently, like you want to swallow me up. I love how you make love to me and tell me you love me. You are so artistic and creative. I love talking to you, spending time with you, (even if it's in silence listening to each other breathe), and the fact that sometimes I see a little kid in you. Like when we put up our tree, or the other day when you threw a snowball at me and laughed your butt off like it was the funniest thing in the world!

Jesus! Are you writing a book? I love your ass, nuts, and dick. I really love fucking you and making you scream and cum. Your bod is so fucking hot. I can't keep my hands off of it. You are also very giving. You're very motivated and strong. You give me anything I want, whenever I want. You make me feel so special and treasured. That shakes me to my core. I never thought love could be like this. Your love sustains me, keeps me strong and alive.

Now look who's writing a freaking book! Noah is! Hahaha. I love those parts of you too, actually there is nothing I don't love about you. Even the hair on the top of your toes. I love your personality and your willing to try different things. I love the way you eat, drink and sleep. The way that you snore lightly when you're really, really tired. The way you smile when I make a stupid joke that's not really funny, and the way you hold me when I'm sad. You kiss me tenderly and tell me everything is going to be alright. You make me feel safe and cherished. You are everything to me. Love you babe.

Luke, I love you too. Oh wow. How can I top your entry? I love your body too. Everything about you. You are exceptionally kind to people and that's a great thing own. You're so trusting and innocent (except in the bedroom. You naughty boy you.) You accept me. I'm grateful that you and I found each other. You are mine and I am yours. Always baby.

Aww Noah. You are so sweet.

Shh, don't let anyone know. I have to be the tough dude! Haha!

I forgot one thing. I love how you kiss me in public. You're not embarrassed anymore to be who you are.

You brought that out in me. Don't give me the credit. It was all you Luke. Thank you for loving me, even when I felt unloved before I met you.

Aww, thank YOU for loving ME. I never thought I'd be so lucky to find someone that fills my heart the way you do. It's overflowing.

Yeah, like the cum in your ass last night right? Ha ha!

You perv! I'm trying to romantic and you're being a bad boy!

I want to spank you baby. Lets go to the bedroom and fuck. Want to?

Do you REALLY have to ask?

NO!


Back again,

I'm having trouble sleeping so I'm writing. Kidney is doing well and I'm feel so much better. I peeked in on Noah. He looks so gorgeous and enticing stretched out on the bed on his back, totally naked. His muscular hairy thighs are spread and his arms are above his head. I'm gonna go 'surprise' him. Bye, might be back.. or not.



December 25
Christmas Day
3:00 am

Yup, still up! I am so devious! I went back to our bed and noticed that Noah has this huge dark red hard-on while he's sleeping. I bend over it and lick it very lightly from the base all the way to the top of the shaft while he continues to sleep. He moans, but doesn't wake up. I take his fat dick in my mouth and suck on it gently while he slowly starts moving his hips. (He's still asleep!!) He's moving slowly and rhythmically in my mouth and cums.

He wakes up with a start and sees me there! He says, 'Fuck! I thought I was having a wet dream! What a way to wake up!' I told him that I couldn't help it. His body does wonders for me. He pulls me on top of him and says, 'You just can't get enough of my body can you?' I say, 'Never!' He flips me on my back and says, You're so fucking horny for me aren't you?' I nod and say "Yes!" He says, 'Say it for me. Tell me how fucking horny you are for my big dick, bitch.' (He does say bitch lovingly.) I say, 'I'm so horny for your big dick baby.' He shakes his head and says, 'No say it again.' So I say,' I am so horny for your big dick! Give it to me!' He narrowed his eyes and said, 'Swear for me.' I don't swear one bit as you can tell by my writing but Noah does all the time. I'm hesitant because I could just see myself falling into the pit of hell for cursing. Headline: “Unexplainable Hell Hole Swallows Up Cursing Boy In Oakdale!” He pinches my butt until I yelled out really fast, 'I'm so fucking horny for your big gorgeous fucking cock! I can't fucking wait for it to be fucking my fucking ass!” Then I blew out a big breath.

He grinned and said, 'Thank you Luke. That was really fucking good.” He pushed my legs over my head. He was extremely hard again. He asked, 'Can I have you anytime, anywhere I want? Would you give me your ass anytime?' I say in a breathless whisper, 'Yes.' Then he plunges just the thick head of his cock in my tiny hole and waits. He says, I'm gonna shove this fucker up in your ass. Ready for it cuz here it comes! Uhhhh! Take my dick, take it deep Luke. Oh yeah! Does this feel good?' I tell him it feels great, amazing and incredible. He keeps moving, bucking his hips to my butt, slamming into me until I tell him I'm ready to cum. I tell him that I want his big load to fill me up and I want him to make me his. He cums inside me and grunts, 'Ohhh, fuck... ohhhhh yeah!!!' My own dick releases a huge load on my chest! The largest one I've ever unloaded. He stares at it then, actually for the first time EVER, cleaned my stomach off! He said he loves my taste! Then he sucks the rest of the juice out of my dick. I can feel my self getting hard again in his warm, moist, magnificent mouth.

He looks up at me with those intense blue eyes and sits up. He looks at the time on the alarm clock and says, 'Merry Christmas Luke.' I say it back to him and he asks, 'Do you want part of your gift right now?' I laughed and said, 'Isn't what we just did gift enough?' He said, 'No. We do that all the time. I have something to give to you baby.' I asked, 'What? What can you give me that I don't already have and want. You're all that I need Noah.' He smiled and said, 'I know, but I really want to give you this. It's special.' So I said, 'Okay what is it? He grinned and touched my cheek, then asked, “You wanna fuck me?'

I know my mouth dropped open and my breath hitched, I might have even gasped and whimpered. He says, 'You know I've never done this, so go really fucking slow.' I say 'I have never done it either.' I open the lube and I'm so nervous I squeeze the tube and half of it squirts out onto his stomach. He rolls his eyes and laughs. I scoop some of it up, then lube him up real good, myself too. He really squirmed on my finger. I know he was excited to feel me inside him. I was too!

I poked his little hole with my dick as he groans pleasurably. I press harder, working the head of my hard dick inside him, when he screamed out, 'Stop Goddammit! Shit!' I hold still, really still. His breathing was hard and labored. I stroked the inside of his muscular thighs and waited for his breathing to return to normal. When he was ready I pushed in further and further. The pain on his face had given me stage fright. I was afraid to move, when all of the sudden that anguished face melted and in its place was pure bliss. My dick was getting buried in the man I love and It felt wonderful.


I begin to rock inside him as he said, 'Oh man, fuck me! Do you like this? You like fucking my ass Luke?' I say 'Yeah I do and now you're MY bitch!' He laughed and said, 'Nah Uh, just because I'm on the bottom doesn't change our roles, you will always be MY bitch Luke.' I cum in him and it felt so awesome, but he holds off. He rolled me over on my back and layed on top of me, then he entered me. He thrust into me slow and gentle. Then in a tender moment his lips met mine. His tongue probed my mouth and it's overwhelming. He murmured against my neck, 'You know I love you so much. I love you because you are who you are, not because you let me control you. You're all that I need, forever.' My heartbeat was so fast and loud. I loved him more in that moment than I ever thought I could. He continued kissing me as he moved his hips slow and sensually. He caressed my cheek as tears ran down my face. I told him that I love him too and that he was my life, my perfect dream man, my Adonis.

He kissed my neck, ears and throat. His playful tongue circled mine and there it was. My cock woke up again! I couldn't believe I was close to cumming again! Really, how much beating and emptying can my nuts take, or my hole for that matter? I was pretty sure I would probably find my nuts on the bed somewhere because they would have fallen off at some point after I came again! What a sight! Ew. What a weird headline. No I'm not going there, not touching that one!

After Noah came, he smiled at me, kissed me and said, 'I want to give you another gift,Luke. I smiled and kissed his lips. He said, 'Your other gift.. for Christmas., well, will you be my partner Luke? I promise to take care of you and love you forever.' Tears of joy ran down my face as I hugged him and said yes! He tried to hide his tears, but I saw them. He said 'You have made me the happiest man these past 4 months. I have never been happier. I love you baby.' I told him that I love him too.

That's the end of this journal. I think I might start another one about our life together. I don't know yet. I have a better idea! I'm getting one for Noah! He can write about us! Yeah, that's what I'm going to do!! Gotta go, Noah calling for me. I wonder what he wants this time!! (as if I didn't already know.) I told him to wait, I can't end this journal like this. Let me think a minute.... Okay. Gonna go get inspired by some love making and come (cum ha ha) back in a while to write about it.

Okay back. What is it... 2 hours later? Yup.

This journal is mostly about me and Noah, so that's how I want to end my last page. It came to me just now while I'm lying here next to him.

I was wondering at what point in my life that my love for him began to consume me. I thought back over our conversations, everything we've done together, through every tear and laugh. My mind settled on one point in our past... the moment he said, 'I'm Noah, your next door neighbor.' After that there was nothing else. I knew I loved him at that moment.... knew I'd love him for the rest of my life. That was my defining moment.

I just kissed Noah and grazed my hand against his, then looked into his gorgeous blue eyes. The same eyes that I gazed into when we first met. The same eyes that penetrated my eyes. We smiled at each other and I kissed him.. over and over again.

The end of 'this' journal.